I just woke up from a nap, and upon waking, I felt like I was suffocating. Not physically, or in the respiratory sense, but like my mind and soul were suffocating. Just overcome with a type of suffering I had not experienced in a very long time, if ever.

It's weird. It sort of transcends "sadness" or a type of "depression" - it is more like human needs/desires (what many would expect, or take for granted) are simply not there.

I can't directly diagnose or remedy this, so onward I go.

I can't properly follow up the previous words, so I will just hammer out a different blog post completely.