morning, blog

I am having coffee

Outside the day is not brought out by the sun and awakening those under it - but instead, it is overcast in the sky, shielding the candor of the Gods from the meek meanderings of Earthside creatures.

I, too, am "cast down" today. I feel.

Starting up the day, I feel the sharp emotional stabs of yearning desperation, and immense loneliness. It is days like this that "reset me" - knock my d*ck into the dirt, and remind me that I have to go out there and do things, make my life better myself, and not sit here and piss about it like a suck ass.

So I'll be avoiding writing mostly today, as it does nothing more that draw out ugly mental patterns of wordsmithing. Fuck that. Let those days be over.


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