I haven't been able to focus on nearly anything all morning. Since the last blog post, I've done nothing but zone out and drink coffee, smoke, and not think. And of course that non-focus continues on as I write this.

I think:

What should I write about?

What do I feel?

What's going on?

The answers are usually "I don't know, because I have no interest in anything these days", "I feel like I am in discomfort/pain, and would like to get whatever procedure/operation done ASAP", and "Nothing is going on in terms of daily activities".

But whatever. I'll feel better, and just put my energy/effort towards something at some point in the day, and not be so damn miserable.

So, until then, that is the only update I have.

Can't find anything else to add

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